Showing posts with label unhappiness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label unhappiness. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 21, 2017

Poem #112 I Loved My Friend

I loved my friend
Imperfectly understood
He went away from me
No one to blame for this
The odds against it are encouraging
Still I want to be happy
Until I know:  That line lies

I love my friend. 

Saturday, January 21, 2017

Poem #93 Inequality is hardly noticeable in the state of nature


inequality is hardly noticeable in the state of nature
she looks conceited probably cause she’s taking a dump
she was wearing a hat and a camouflage shirt
Why does everyone got so much beef

Inequality is hardly noticeable in the state of
Because didn’t you know what she did last year
Missing out on all the educational opportunity
She did a lot of stuff I’m going to tell j separate

Inequality is hardly noticeable in the state
I never had to look for my id
That games going to be lit
Eventually I’m going to have to do that poster

Inequality is hardly noticeable in the
Shut up no one cares
I need a piece of tape
What for

Inequality is hardly noticeable in
My phone it cracked again
Just had to be in a video
Are you serious, what time is it any way?

Inequality is hardly noticeable
Do you have a charger
Na man who puts catchup on mac n’ cheese
Do you have shit with him

Inequality is hardly
She’s telling x that he’s but he’s my cussing
I heard their suppose to be a brawl before the game
20 bucks shits going down tonight

Inequality is
Don’t lie, I swear dog
Don’t sit at the top
Sit at the exit

Inequality
I run that
Shake his hands,
Gonna go to the game tonight

That’s what I go . . . Catch hands with everyone
Poor thing got rings
Bought at the dollar store

Decked him

Friday, January 13, 2017

Poem #74 Procrastinating

Two voices
Telling me
I shouldn’t be making money
cutting costs only goes so far
save more toward retirement
save for a big purchase
some ways to make more money
filling time with unhappiness
who even knows
productivities promises
procrastinating

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Friday, December 23, 2016

Poem #55 Awake Loneliness

she closed the door
no word
through empty
fruits flowers mounted like treasures before her
and for what better things shone pleasure that
did not last
heaven pure free from half hidden dreams
stolen paradise so nicely curved empty dresses
and she slept beside it,
gather on the carpet bed empty of dreams
morphine man, candid breath
did not come noise is gone
the tune to which she slept
lucent sighs
on golden dishes
light awake
whispering in her pillow
her red marked hands
spell fantasies that she cannot awaken
played eve’s wide upon him
vision of her sleep
change her dream so pure
witless words
on hands fearing to move or speak
awake loneliness with touch
vow sad eyes
change art
immortal leave my love
beyond a mortal
eternal throbbing star
dream its odor sweet
alluring against loves dark dream
cruel curse
forsakes sick upon fevered bride
blest with cursed vessel
of dying miracle love
cannot keep it but might spare the heart
arise let us away
drowned all in fearless hopes
hurried by words
no human flickering
rose along
glide
phantoms
lay huge wakeful one
and one
key turns
gone fled dreamt of
thousand ashes
scattered and places they sent upon me

loveliness nothingness full of flowery spite